Baby Steps.
Chris and I have been married for the better part of a year now (What? How is that even possible?), and that seemingly simple and straightforward question has been asked more than once. The dreaded question. The one that stings even before it's finished. You know, the when-will-you-have-kids one. To answer, I'm not sure how soon that will be, if ever. We’ve talked. I’ve cried. He’s held me and listened. We've set a tentative timeline. Despite all of this, I still continue to battle with this question daily. If you were around almost four years ago, you know how difficult and challenging my pregnancy with Camden was. Before he was conceived, I was told, by a few different doctors, that carrying my own children would be highly unlikely due to numerous conditions and complications. When I did get pregnant, I was constantly ill and spent eight months losing weight (who would have thought I'd give birth to a NINE POUND baby just two months later?). The day Cam was born,...